What do I do

I’ve ran so far, but I didn’t cross the finish line
I’ve heard so many voices saying to “stop” and “I’m not trying”
I’ve cried so hard that now my eyes are stingin’
I’ve lost all my sleep that now my mind is swingin’

I’ve been down this road so many times before
But I got some hope ‘cause I know that God has His course
But I’m scared that I will never reach my destiny where I long to be

What do I do when I feel like I am left without a home?
What do I do when everything is lost and I’m roamin’ on my own?
I’m waitin’ for the end of the day where I’m sure I’ll feel okay
But here I am workin’ hard without knowing how far I’ll go

They say don’t worry ‘cause you still got time
But I’m gettin’ older and everything’s an upward climb
And all the stakes are higher and I wanna light my fire, but how do you do that?

What do I do when I feel like I am left without a home?
What do I do when everything is lost and I’m roamin’ on my own?
I’m waitin’ for the end of the day where I’m sure I’ll feel okay
But it’s blurry and I can’t see, but soon there will be clarity

I’ve been waiting way too long
Trying to find where I belong
But everything seems miles away
But my burning light is getting dimmer
And everything is feelin’ quicker
Maybe someday everything will change

What do I do when I feel like I am left without a home?
What do I do when everything is lost and I’m roamin’ on my own?
I’ve waited’ for so many days since I have last felt okay

What do I do when I feel like I have finally found my home
Do I just play it safe or do I go into the unknown?
Maybe I can wait a year, and maybe then my mind is clear
But I will work and will commit that I’ll find my happiness someday

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